Everyone works for someone, reports to someone, is controlled by someone or is responsible to someone. It starts at birth. Our parents or guardians have complete authority over what happens to us 24/7; our free will consists of peeing, pooping and crying.
As we grow, more authority figures are added: teachers, bus drivers, policemen, etc.. Then the workplace brings forth supervisors, task leaders, bosses, their bosses, division bosses, corporate bosses and the CEO. Even in small businesses and partnerships someone has to assume the management role.
I used to write that God was at the top of the food chain. Even a hermit in a secluded location in the dense forest, who planted his own garden and burned candles, would still have to answer to God in the final analysis. I credit my upbringing and somewhat skewed Bible teaching as forming my view of “God’s justice,” he being the BIG BOSS.
The Old Testament paints a picture of a people who trembled at the thought that God might be near. They begged their current prophet to speak on their behalf, for fear that the Almighty would smite them dead. In the New Testament, however, Jesus shows us a very different God, one who is loving and caring, yet was not pleased with those that troubled or hurt their family and neighbors around them.
The church continued to develop this theme, but was determined to add burdens and rules to the backs of new believers, requiring obedience to doctrine and church leaders rather than obedience to God’s Holy Spirit. Why be dragged back into Old Testament austerity? It’s as if Christ came to say, “You’ve got it all wrong! You don’t even know my Father! Let me show you a better way.”
Everything that Christ said and did was to demonstrate God’s will, because Christ was the perfect, obedient Son. If Christ said it, it’s because God told him to say it. If Christ healed, God is the Healer. When Christ died on the cross, God was saying, “I give you my all — everything — to bring you into my inner circle as perfect sons and daughters. I spare nothing.”
God is not my boss.
HE IS MY FATHER. He always has and always will care for me. He will give me the necessary discipline to keep me firmly focused on the path of truth and love. He will continuously protect me, even when it surely seems as if he has forgotten me.
HE IS MY MAKER. I am genetically bound to him. With my free will I can become incredibly ugly to the point where no one could see any resemblance between me and my God. Conversely, I can become so like him that my brothers and sisters will give him praise because they see him in me.
HE IS THE AUTHOR AND FINISHER OF MY FAITH. I began as an innocent baby — not as a “little sinner”, as some might claim. I will get dirty along the way. But I will, ever so gradually, become clean and will be reconciled to my Father, as well as to all I have offended in God’s creation, be it man or beast.
This is genuine hope and promise.


October 6th, 2009 at 11:36 am
Father plainly says that His thoughts are higher than our thoughts and we incorrectly reason when we think He is such as we are. His words, not mine. I have just finished reading a most interesting book by Art Katz called The Holocaust, Where was God? While dear Art did not see the Greater Hope of Father restoring ALL His children, Art none the less provides food for thought. What is holiness and what is our part, esp. the Jews. We are just unable to comprehend the amazingness of Father’s love and the price He paid for us to dwell in that love forever and ever. His promises are so great; why are we amazed at the cost to us. Disobedience is never without consequence or cost. But Father, through Jesus Christ, His Son, our God will reconcile the entire Universe to Himself. May we receive from His hand the difficult/harsh as well as the beauty.
October 6th, 2009 at 11:03 am
I have trouble even seeing the Israelites as God’s chosen people. The God I believe in is the Father of all his children, including those that do not yet believe or obey him. It’s hard for me to believe that God would ask even one of his children to commit the atrocities of the Old Testament, when I a human couldn’t even conceive of them.
October 6th, 2009 at 7:30 am
I guess I don’t see the Israelites as being as especially violent, since any society needs a legal structure and order to exist. Our own includes the death penalty. I see them more as the “children” of God who needed tangible lessons just as any children do. I hope to raise my children to understand the freedom we have in our faith, but I first have to hold their hands at dinner and pray with them to thank God for our food. There has to be an element of ritual to help us learn.
It is easy for us in our sanitized world to be repulsed by killing of any sort, but we are simply removed from the killing that serves our purposes. I don’t believe God sees life and death in the same way we do. Death is not the greatest suffering his creatures can endure.
October 4th, 2009 at 8:56 am
There are certainly plenty of tender moments in the Old Testament, where God encourages those who believe in him to choose the right and reject the wrong. However, this appears to be overshadowed by the obvious bent on corporal and metaphysical justice.
The Israelites had a violent existence, from community-participant executions for breaking commandments to bloody daily sacrifices to ethnic cleansing of heathen lands. This seems so inconsistent with the God/Father of Jesus Christ, portrayed as one who would have his kingdom forcefully advanced by love.
God doesn’t need to kill, or even hire us to do his killing for him. He owns the soul, and the soul is at the heart of his heart. True justice is found only in perfect obedience and total reconciliation. I believe that this is ongoing in both this life and the next.
October 3rd, 2009 at 8:24 am
I really agree with what you’re saying here. I believe God does take a direct interest in our lives, and is using everything, even pain, to bring us closer to Him.
However, I’ve always felt that the picture the Old Testament paints of God isn’t as harsh as many people think. This is a God who actually cared about a maid and her illegitimate son on the run, a shepherd boy, and an “infidel” widow just to mention a few. Didn’t God have a loving and fatherly relationship with his people and give plenty of opportunities to other nations to repent their atrocious and vile ways?
October 2nd, 2009 at 3:32 pm
I could not agree with you more. My “sister” and I have often been accused of being MacDonald followers… No one who reads and “hears” him could follow anyone but our amazing Father God as revealed in Christ. We are definitely “kindred spirits” as Anne of Green Gables would say.
I recently ordered a book, available no where else that I am aware of, called George MacDonald in the Pulpit. One of the sermons therein is called simply The Sermon. It is so…? The book came from Johannesen Publishing, which concern prints all of his works. Also they have a lovely copy of George MacDonald and his wife. This dear prophet of God has blessed us with amazing seeing, as you said and I look forward to staying with your web site and your dear heart.
October 2nd, 2009 at 1:56 pm
Yes, I have read (and liked) the Leben magazine. We owe a great debt to Michael Phillips for his great effort in “resurrecting” George MacDonald for us. I have read all of MacDonald’s novels and unspoken sermons several times over and am delighted each time I read them. I have been falsely accused of being a MacDonald follower rather than a follower of Christ. The greatest thing I have learned from him is to NEVER believe anything from him or anyone else just because they say it. Rather we should test the spirits (reasonableness), listen to what God says, then obey. I love the Bible. But God’s truths have come to us in some pretty amazing ways outside of the collection we call Scripture. And I count George MacDonald a true prophet of God.
October 1st, 2009 at 4:56 pm
I am so blessed by Father to have found this website. Like you Steve my whole life was/is being changed by the knowing revealed by George MacDonald/Michael Phillips. Have you read Michael Phillips magazine Leban?
You are dearly loved…